I need to blog, I know that...but the idea of "Think before you post..." is causing me to be stifled in what I'm saying. I'm just irritated. I'm irritated with ppl taking advantage of my integrity. Everybody else gets to walk around and do whatever they want to whoever they want...myself included, and I make one move to benefit myself that you don't like, and now I'm the bad guy? Please. Yeah right. What's even more frustrating about that is...I shouldn't care. This should be funny to me but its not. Because I'm sick of it. I'm getting to the point where I wanna toss all my morals and values out the window...I know the idea is to take the high road. I get that. But why do I always have to be the bigger person? GROW THE HECK UP!!! My Pastor said..."When God brings you out of a situation....STAY OUT." So I'll do just that. As difficult as its proving to be. And gma always said..."I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me." So with that knowledge, and a heavy amount of prayer...I'll be fine. I just have to learn how to erase the ppl who have bad intentions. I also have to learn how to understand that some things are better left unsaid. At this point, theres no love left. Just anger and frustration. Because hindsight is truly 20/20...and I'm seeing things very clearly. Changing up the way I live....
Now Playing.....Monica "Believing In Me"
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